borneo

it is the fulcrum of my vacation, if fulcrum can be used in this way. probably it can't, since the fulcrum is the balance point, and not necessarily the middle. hm. suddenly i am not sure that i am using the word correctly at all, and i have to say the dictionary is not helpful in this case. oh well.

i am dreading the return to my currently normal life. i know home is always sweeter to visit than to live fulltime, but i found tonight that i am homesick for my homecity. i have lost my initial euphoria, but underneath it i am happy to be here. someday i am going to put all the pieces together and make a whole.

so many favourite and meaningful things and people all crammed into a deceptively small place. that could be what a home is... just a place where you know all the cracks in the walls and secret places.